No reason really…

At first I thought about it constantly. Then it became hourly, daily, monthly, and so on. Now, it has actually been a couple of months since I thought about the baby I miscarried four years ago. 

I don’t know why today it has hit me harder than it has in a long time. I always think about the baby on it’s due date in May, and on the day that I found out I miscarried in Oct. In fact, I rarely even feel sorrow now. I feel more nostalgia of what could have been rather than actual sadness.

But it is July. Why July 16th? No idea. But today I am missing the little one that should be in our family pictures, but isn’t. 


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